❥ cricket: my lovely husband. no matter what, i'll always call you my friend. you're precious and deserve the best in life and i'm sorry that it all seems to get you down so often. i assure you that i'll forever be there for you, i'll always listen and support you to the best of my abilities, no matter how often you need to take a break from everything and everyone. your writing is utterly amazing and inspires me so much, i love all of your characters and your art is utterly gorgeous (i did find the one piece you made for me quite a while ago again too, by the way). i wish you the best of luck with everything you decide to do and i genuinely hope that you'll be able to live a happy and wonderful life that fulfils and satisfies you. i love you, stay safe. - your loving wife
❥ algorythm: hey there! honestly, i was rather surprised to see my name pop up in the warm fuzzy you wrote a while ago. to know that i was able to inspire someone really warmed my heart, because it's the one thing i really want from life: to leave a positive impact and help as many people improve and reach their goals as i possibly can. needless to say, you inspire me a lot too and honestly? i always thought that your writing was much better than mine. i adore the way you portray your characters and their inner workings, it seems so real and lifelike, which is something that not everyone manages to pull off. you're such a creative person and i think that's amazing too; anyone who can write such amazing stories and characters is admirable in my opinion. nonetheless, i'm glad that i could push you to further improve your writing. i hope that you'll continue to write and improve in the future as well, and i promise i'll get you the reply i owe you someday!
❥ 76heart: hey! you were one of the first people i've ever started a roleplay with on this website, i think? honestly, that was a while ago, so my apologies if that's not correct. but it certainly feels like you were one of the first people i ever interacted with. i really enjoy your writing, you manage to write fantastic replies even when mine are short and horrible and i think that's utterly amazing! you seem like a very kind and considerate person, and i'm sure you are. the only reason i say "seem" is because we aren't particularly close (my fault, don't worry) and i always feel it's weird to just say someone is this or that if you don't know them well. anyways, before i ramble too much, i'm sorry that i kept dropping off of the face of the world and our roleplay kind of... died since i never responded to that PM. but, if you ever are in the mood to pick it back up/start something new, feel free to hit me up!
❥ majorpoland: 'ello to you! you were also among one of the first users to ever really interact with me on this site, i think? once again, it's been a while, so i'm sorry that i can't say an exact date/time zone, haha. nonetheless, i'm really grateful that you messaged me about a roleplay back then. we might have never really gotten that far with it, but i still enjoyed it immensely while i did write for it! i can always appreciate others who enjoy the same fandoms as me and i adored having someone who indulged me in the kind of odd and rare pairings that i'm into. i don't know, i just enjoy roleplaying asshole characters that are 99,99% different from me i guess and you were more than happy to make it possible for me, so thank you for that. i enjoyed the interactions of our characters and i'm sorry that i just stopped replying at one point and never kept my promises of writing a reply up until now, but hey, if you ever wanna pick it up again/start something new, feel free to shoot me a message!
❥ errickon: hey! i have so many people on this list that i've barely interacted with and/or disappeared on a lot of the time, and you're one of them. i'm sorry for that, but keep in mind that it's my fault and not yours. i really did enjoy our roleplay, i love your character and the way she interacts with mine, and i still love the plot. your writing always manages to keep things short and sweet, without 10 paragraphs of unnecessary fluff (something i struggle with now and again, let's be honest) and i admire you for it! i'm glad that we started the roleplay back when we did, even if we haven't gotten too far with it, and if you would like to continue, or start something else, you're also more than welcome to come talk to me about it!
❥ forlorn: hi! to start things off, the reply you gave me yesterday wasn't bad, don't worry about it! and you know what else? i admire you or giving that reply to me. i admire you for pulling through and writing your owed replies for all of those users (yes, i saw that) and i hope that, someday, i'll manage to do the same - pull through and actually write all those replies i owe people and promised i would get done. that being said, i also love your writing, it flows very nicely and you portray your characters in a way that just... feels natural, i guess? i also don't know you very well, but you strike me as a very kind person too, and you are also very patient (which is something that my partners obviously have to be, haha). i'll see what i can do about the reply i owe you now, i'll try to get it done as soon as i possibly can, but for now, thanks for being patient with me & kudos to you for managing to write all those replies, good job!
❥ fletch: hey! you're one of many people who had to suffer because i'm a pretty shitty partner to have, and i'm sorry for that. i'm sorry for never replying to our roleplay, i'm sorry for not responding to the message(s) you sent me, i'm sorry for possibly making you feel bad about yourself. but please, please don't. remember how i told you once that i think your writing is amazing? well, i still do. i love the way you write, it's detailed and flows nicely and it's just the perfect balance between getting things done and elaborating on fancy little details. your writing really manages to pull the reader in and put them into the head of the characters you write and the worlds you portray, and i love it. i really regret that we had to start something when i was slowly slipping into the worst version of me that i could possibly be, and i hope you have it in you to forgive me for it (although you wouldn't really have a reason to do so tbh). nonetheless, your writing is amazing and i hope you keep showing the world your talent!
❥ ember: yo. once again, i'm sorry to you for never replying to our roleplay and your message(s) either. you seem like an amazing person, creative and kind, and i did enjoy the few replies we did manage to write for each other before i disappeared on you. don't worry, it wasn't that i lost interest in the plot, or that i didn't like your writing, far from it actually! i loved the plot idea and your writing was amazing, it was all my fault for getting overwhelmed by a lot of things, including other roleplays, real life and my own emotions & mental health. still, i am glad that we got to roleplay for at least a little while and if you ever wanna pick it back up, feel free to let me know!
❥ thunderofthedrum: uhh, hey! so, this is kina awkward because we've never really interacted with each other (too much), as far as i'm concerned... save for some very short and super awkward conversations on the chat threads, i think? but i wanted to include you on here. you seem like such a kind and good and considerate person, someone who wants to make sure that everyone is happy and content and gets along, and i dunno. i'm just naturally drawn to that kind of people and want to protect them with my life i guess. but you obviously don't need me protecting you (it sounds kind of ridiculous to be honest, let's be real). still, i think that you deserve some kind words for what you do for the AS community and i hope that plenty of people other me appreciate and value you for being such an amazing staff member. i ran out of decent colours, can you tell?
❥ mundane: i knew i had forgotten someone haha, so let me add you to this list real quick before i end it. so hey! i saw that you returned recently, so... welcome back! let me just say that i'm glad that you were always so patient and chill with me taking ages to reply to anything, i appreciate it a lot! your writing is lovely, i enjoy the way you portray your characters and everything flows so nicely, and i'm glad that we started that roleplay (even though we still haven't really gotten anywhere with it, haha). anyways, this is like super rushed now because you're a last minute addition, but given that you also were one of the first people i roleplayed with on here, you still deserve to at least get a spot!
to anyone who isn't on here, i'm sorry. i'm quite sure i forgot some people i wanted to include and, if i do remember, i will definitely add you to this list later on! and to everyone who reads this, please keep in mind that you're always more than welcome to shoot me a message if you need anything at all, even if it's just for a short chat. i'm like... super bad with opening up and seeking people out on my own (as shown by me avoiding any kind of group thing that could give me the opportunity to connect with others, pfff), so it is incredibly hard for me to really get to know all of you, even though i lowkey want to. so i welcome nothing more than people contacting me (because then i at least know i'm wanted & not annoying you, lmao). i always try to be available and kind and i admittedly can't always keep up with being social (mental illnesses are a bitch, wouldn't you all agree?), but i'll be damned if i don't try my best to be there for anyone who's willing to deal with my horrible ass and bad humour.
additionally, if you are reading this, you are wonderful. you don't need a random stranger like me to tell you that, i know, but you are and please, never forget it.
peace the fuck out y'all